Could This Be My New Home?

I did it...I just pushed send...I applied to my first big job at Northwestern.

Part of me can not believe that I am even sharing this, even with all of you, becuase it is like it jinxes it somehow.

I am excited, I am nervous, I hope that all my information was right, I hope I stand out, I hope they don't laugh at me, I hope that it is not too late, I hope that I have time to decide if it could be a good fit, I hope it was not too much of a whim, I hope that my family will not kill me, I hope that Dominic is proud, I hope that it gives them a good picture of me, I hope, I hope I hope...